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Thursday, March 06, 2008

BUNGA DAN BUAH

Buah yang berputek itu datangnya dari bunga. Jika tiada bunga, maka tiadalah buah. Jika sudah berbuah, maka layu dan berguguranlah kelopak bunga dan tiadalah lagi bunga. Oleh itu bunga mesti datang dahulu, kerana bila sudah datang buah lidah menjadi kelu dan membisu seribu bahasa. Itulah dia bunga-bunga bahasa orang dulu-dulu.

Dikatakan tentera kebangsaan dan tentera antarabangsa untuk melarang mungkar dengan tangan, kerana dengan hati itu selemah-lemah iman. Dikatakan orang dalam pagar kerana dibenteng dengan semangat kental dan diikat dengan kasih sayang dan silaturrahim yang erat dan kesatuan yang teguh. Dikatakan satu cap kerana setiap orang itu mempunyai satu pembawaan, matlamat dan misi yang sama. Dikatakan cap junjung kerana setiap orang menjunjung benda yang sama dimana bumi dipijak, disitulah langit dijunjung. Dikatakan 30 kerana al-quran itu mengandungi 30 juzuk dan 6666 ayat. Dikatakan baiah itu kerana Nabi SAW telah membaiah kaum ansar sebelum berhijrah dan setibanya diMadinah kaum muhajirin disambut oleh kaum ansar degan penuh kasih sayang macam saudara sendiri.

Dikatakan 36 atau 360 kerana jumlah bunga dan buah itu 360,pada masa dahulu. Senarnya saya tidak mahu bercerita banyak benda-benda yang tersirat kerana benda-benda yang tersurat ada pada Pertubuhan Kebajikan dan Dakwah Islamiah Malaysia (PEKIDA,MALAYSIA. http://www.pekida.org/ dan http://www.pekida.com.my/). Saya harap jangan sesiapa salah anggap terhadap saya kerana saya orang susah, kaki saya sudah putus dan mata sudah ceme. Saya tinggal di Kepala 30, Jalan Pegawai, Alor Star. Kalau nak pergi rumah saya sila ikut lorong kepala 30, sampai simpang 3, pusing kiri, rumah saya nobor 3 dari simpang, kedepan lagi nombor 5.rumah bapa saya. Rumah ibu saya dibatu 9 dan saya dulu bersekolah dibatu 12.

Saya masih lagi ada bapa tetapi tak cantik sebab mata dia ceme kaki dia capek, kepala botak dan perut buncit. Bapa saya dulu datang dari seberang laut. Dia datang kesini naik tongkang, tambang masa tu cuma 3 duit. Lepas tu dia jalan kaki sampai sini. Dia datang 3 orang, cuma dia sorang saja yang sampai sini, yang lain duduk dipantai. Orang tua saya cakap sampai tengah jalan dia jumpa orang mati tapi dia tak angkat sebab itu hantu. Dia kata dia asal dari batu puteh dan sekarang duduk di bukit tinggi. Saya tanya 7 kali 3 berapa, dia jawab 24. Saya tanya kenapa lebih 3. Dia kata itu kita punya modal.

Dia kata dia ada simpan orang kuat. saya tanya berapa orang? Dia kata 5 orang. Saya tanya siapa nama? Dia kata itu rahsia. Orang tua saya cakap kita mesti tunjuk dua perkara iaitu 3 modal dan 3 kuasa dan bawa kemana-mana 5 orang kuat. Kura-kura emas mesti disimpan sebagai lambang kekayaan. Kesatuan kita mesti kuat saperti kuatnya harimau. Keanggunan kita mesti dijaga saperti anggunnya merak emas.

Saya budak baru belajar =P

Posted at 02:34 am by brother
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Friday, February 29, 2008

Life & Prejudice..

Having two crush at one time is
definitely something torturing. Luckily
those crushee does not having the versa.
If not..it would be hell!!

Ok..about the two crushee..one is a good
girl, caring, charm and delicate while
the other have something differ from the
other one. But both are really cute in
their own ways - physical attraction.
attitude attraction.

I'm not saying that I'm a 'jalang' guy,
really...Loyalty? I guess I can be one.
But the truth is... I really love these
two.In their own way. Lets name them A
and D (because B and C is reserved for
something else ;-) )

Yeah. I can't find A perfect gurl, but
combination of two....is definetely
perfect for me. Hmm.. Is it a good idea?
Or I'm just too complicated? It takes
two just to meet my satisfaction.

The torturement is tensifying and like
HELL. Sometimes you felt like you're in
heaven, and sometimes you just hope that
the day would end at that moment. What
should I do? Both are my friends. Both
noticed my existent and both can accept
me - Something that rare could do.
Should I make my move or just preserved
the relationship the way it started? -
Friendship.

I just can loose both of them, but don't
have the guts to approach any of them
either. I have to accept the fact that
I'm just a naughty guy. Yep .... a 24
years old person that is naughty and
definetely lack of confidence. Lucky for
me I did not assign for
has-to-meet-clients task. If
not...surely I'm making fool of myself.

Oh yes.. Forgot to mention.. I already
got a lovely pengkid gurl... really love
that gurl also.. she's so cute and i
love her very very much. call her every
night. But guess what.. I can't meet
her, because of I-dunno-what reason. But
my love to her never change. Stupid?
yeah, you may call me that. Say
anything...but this unconditioned-love
of mine is really i-had-no-idea of it.

So... add up to this pengkid, I already
had a three important relationship that
I must preserve and not willing to loose
. I'm not willing to add up another more
'important' relationship..if it'll just
end up as unconditioned love. GOD HELP
ME. Yes... For now, I have to remain
discreet of my love and stay 'langsi',
blunt my feelings and kill my heart. (Is
it hard for me?). I just HOPE(the least
I can do) that one day they'll accept me.

Posted at 09:38 pm by brother
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